Fantasmas

He matado tantas veces que talvez solo recuerdo nombres
uno que otro momento y talvez algunas palabras de aliento
soy un asesino profesional , sin duda alguna soy el mejor de todos
y lo mejor es que nisiquiera mato a las victimas.

mi ultima victima aun me visita a diario , se esconde en todos lados
y se aparece cuando le da la gana , le gusta hacerme sentir emocionalmente mal
, es como yo.

?como matas un fantasma es el problema?
este no es un fantasma comun , creo que es mi favorito , talvez por eso
no puedo dejarlo ir , pero me cansa verlo aqui y alla , aun me encanta verlo
Aun que el fantasma ya solo es mental y el no me quiera ver , ya no se que hacer
, talvez hice de todo
im tired
im sick
i dont wanna keep looking
i dont want to remember how i kill you
i dont want to keep waiting for you
i wanna be free
i dont wanna love you

but the real thing is that i miss u alive
i hope you still live
i want to continue without you
how my blade kill you
this cant be happening
i want a end
i dont want you
i hate you
why you die like that
WHY
FUCKER
i want to forget you
this hurts like nothing before
this is to much
i dont want to stay like this for more time
i want to bury you
but i dont want to forget you
what the hell i do
how the hell i understand
its late
im tired thinking this shit
unfixable things.......
im tired , i did everything to end this
i cant lie anymore , how i can live without you bitch!!
i want to
i dont wanna stay like this no more NO MORE
understand me , maybe help me
i want you back, but forget me
i wish i die to stop feeling this
fucking myself , fuck you
fuck everything here

i still cant stop to iglu and i want to : <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
this is not right for you
be free
that was my wish one day
to see you free from me ,
so you wont be tied waiting for me
hey i had enoght i want to stop this now
what a stupid i am
how i could be like this
i remeber a closer friend dying for someone
and i was like WTF get another one
and now i have the same problem.
what a feeling

fucking infernal internal war : <